Rewind, Fast Forward

Putang ina.
Sa tingin ko
Parang
cassette
tape
Nung 90's
Na nauso
Etong atin
Ngayon

Rewind
Lahat
Bumalik
Yung mga
masasayang
alaala.

Fast Forward
Para
Di na maisip
Yung mga sakit
na naidulot ko sa
yo.

Naaalala mo pa ba
yung lugar kung
kung saan
mo sinabi sa akin
na "Tama na."?
Kasi ako
naaalala ko pa
yung mga salita
na maingat mong
binitawan
Naalala ko pa
yung suot mo
at yung oras
Pati yung
mga kulisap
na sa atin ang
nakikinig.
Masakit.
Napakasakit.

"Paki-fast forward
Kasi badtrip"
Oops teka
Malapit na pala
matapos
yung side A at
Ready na yung side B.
"Sandali, irerewind
ko na lang."
O shet, brownout na naman.

Thoughts That Hurt The Masochistic Mind

I was lost
When they were having the best
times of their lives.
I needed someone to talk to
When they were having fun
Talking everything under the sun.
I was in the dark
Yes, they both took the sun
Away and put it in their room
For long I tried to
Live with a blindfold
Only seeing darkness and feeling
Cold and alone.

I was sad at first
But I learned how to live with it.
Now I have no more fears of
living alone, in the dark and cold.
I just fear of being betrayed by
someone whom I blindly trust
Even that someone once broke
my heart and left me during
the time that I needed her
the most.

I’d be more than happy

I'd be more than happy
To be the guy that
You're always thinking of

Than the guy that
You're with but you don't think
of all the time.

Really.

Fears and doubts

"They already took you away.
And that day was the worst.
It took me almost a week to move on.
Almost ready to live again,
Suddenly they gave you
Back to me.
What a joy! I missed you
So much. I don't really
care if they changed you
or you changed because
of them.
All I care about
is that you're here."

And suddenly, someone
whispered,
"What if someone takes
her one day? Or what if
she goes away?"

And I thought of the
horrid 5 days that I endured.
They became so real. Again.

Hurry. Please Tell Them ASAP.

Please be honest
Because I'm hurting at the moment
Don't worry if
it will pain me so much
I've dealt with a lot
of pains in the past
And am still dealing
with them.

So the pain that
your honest thoughts
will cause me
won't really matter
that much.

It will be more painful
If the pain
kicks in
at the moment that
I don't feel
any pain anymore.

So please, tell me now.

Hurry. I can still handle it.